FUTURE

First

So what if I will always remember you
Maybe even always love you
But I’ll love me more
I’ll cherish myself enough to stop
I’ll take a deep breath and finally step back
I will stop hoping
I’ll stop seeing and thinking
Of you
Of us
I will only know me and what I need
I’ll learn new things
Starting with being selfish
I’ll think of me first
Consider my own feelings
My own emotions
Put them before yours
Maybe you’ll always matter
I damn well hope not
Maybe I’ll always love you
But I’ll fight it so I don’t
But one thing will always be true
I’ll always love me
I will finally learn
I come first.

CUT DIAMOND