They say it gets easier
When exactly is easier supposed to start?
They say just give it time
A year and a half isn’t long enough I guess.
They say to be present, in the moment
Well, here I am…now what?
They say to be vocal, speak up when you feel scared
Yeah, I’m okay.
They say remind yourself that this isn’t the same person
I know that…I really do
They say that one day you won’t think about it anymore
Well when is that day going to come?
When am I not going to be scared anymore?
When am I going to be able to relax?
When am I not going to question everything?
You say it gets easier…